anger me not

listenin to: chris rice
workin on: cue

tomorrow is wednesday, which automatically makes us feel like were half way to the weekend. that's fine by me. already it feels like the week has been far too long. sat through an excruciatingly boring meeting today. but enough of the norm.

i've recently realised how patient i've become. no seriously, im not joking. yes, i have developed this thing which always belonged to everyone but me. somehow, most people around me have always been able to say that they did have a certain amount of patience. i have never been so lucky. i know that it was purely a matter of choice and i was not choosing to exercise this. but recently, this may just have changed. i no longer react on the spot, sure i still get angry and pent up and very frustrated... but i do not over-react or gesture loudly or scream. this has all gone away. and im liking this thing called patience.

one thing though... the frustration lingers for longer with me. but thats ok. gives me time to think it all through. like just now... i'm really disappointed by someone. but i'm off to get some custard, very cold, and that'll take my mind off this... even if just for a while.