flat surfaces

listenin to: 5fm
workin on: ha conf tech requirements

just one day into a new week and already it feels like it is spinning out of control by and it's almost over. it's definitely a very very fast mover, this week. lots of people have been asking me to explain the end of my last post. but that's essentially exactly what it is... it is difficult to be sad when a someone you are close to or care about, is far away or unwell etc etc etc. nothing more, nothing less. just that. that feeling of helplesness and uncertainty, ends up adding up to sadness, because with distance, there is very little one can actually do. reality sometimes, really does bite.

and i've found that at those times, there are other things which must spring into action to keep the mind sane and alive. and it is these things which turn your thoughts away from things left unsaid, distance and sadness, and bring stability back. and i'm thankful for those few things which keep me grounded, no matter how small they are. in the meanwhile... back at the ranch... the house if full again... when was it ever empty... i want to move into a house next year and avoid this flat business. it's not a massive 'want' but there is something magic about a home, which a flat just does not have. hmmmm...